After 15 months of being by Emily's side for each moment of treatment of cancer, Ryan and the kids sent me away to our neighborhood resort for bedrest and spa-time. It was wonderful and probably the best thing I've ever done for myself- and I actually did nothing. That was the best part. While I was gone, Emily emailed this picture to me to ask what I thought it was- Daddy had guessed a turtle, and Uncle Mick had guessed an elephant. Mommy, being the smart one, guessed a horse and was right.